barefootwalk

Very often I lose myself to my past, very often I lose myself to mistake others might do, I get worried if someone's ignorance can hurt me. Very often I live with compromises. The fact is that the real world we are living in is far from the ideal beautiful world we read in the books. I am not sure if the promised freedom is real anymore, at least for me. We are living in a world of marvels and technological miracles, nevertheless we don't have the time or opportunity to enjoy it. Very often we are battling wind mills instead of laying under an oriental plane. I remember Hikmat has a poem about how he wishes he could put an oriental plane above his shoulders, instead of his head and take a rest. I got the car upgraded with more comfort for this summer trip. To be honest I don't feel better and it seems it has been steady decline, but I will go crazy if I don't go outside. Somehow I should forget things. I enjoyed driving to the local pond and national forest with Twyla. ...